Heartbreak

Why do I feel this way?

What is this feeling?

It’s not familiar with me…

It is the first time I experience it.

I think of him

ALWAYS.

When I look at him

My word lightens.

When he talks to me,

I am wordless.

It’s like I always want to be with him,

And just him.

It’s just the only think that matters right now.

But, wait…

He has a girlfriend,

And it’s not me.

My heart falls into a hole,

And breaks.

I want to be the girl he likes,

The one that makes his heart pump,

The one that gives him a reason to wakeup,

The one that makes him like to come to school,

The one that could kiss his lips…

But sadly,

I’m not.

And maybe,

I’m never going to be.

Now I know what this feeling is,

The one I feel toward him,

It is love.

But I,

I am heartbroken,

For the very first time.