Simon. Good old Simon. We all knew him, we all could rely on him, and now, we all miss him. Everyone of us here present today in this memorial, are aware of how such a good person he strived to be in his short 12 years of life. I looked up to him, he was my mentor, I thought that it was almost impossible for such a pure spirit to exist, and it did; and it was my best friend. He taught me many lessons, that I know they will help me throughout life, and since the day we met I could see a future relationship between us.
It was a cloudy day at recess, my first day in the british school for boys after I moved from Germany. I was the new kid, the different one, the perfect aim for bullies. Even if you don't believe it second graders can be great bullies… So there I was, behind the bushes were the teacher's eye didn't reach, out of breath running from the group of boys that had chased calling me "fatty". Shedding a couple of tears, and with a wound on my knee, I heard some one approaching through the bushes. I felt a pad on a shoulder, and as I looked I found this thin bony kid that with his dark eyes, and light hair look as if he glowed from the dark uniform. I remember his words "Recess is over in five minutes, you better stand up, you don't want to be late". I couldn't believe that someone was actually being nice to me. So he helped me stand up, and took a petal from the flowers and rubbed it into my bloody knee. It helped it feel cool, and the pain eased. Then, we left to class. That's the day I will always remember, the day I made a new friend. We only didn't become just friends, we became one spirit and as we grew older through grades we became a team, isolated from the environment; i felt the difference from the others…
Simon taught me many things…. He started on showing me that violence wasn't the right way. He was always calm, and whenever he got an opportunity to help anyone with anything, he would. And the thing I admired from him was that he got respected for it. While the others looked up to war; we went to our house on the tree. Going there was our scape, and isolation from society, where we could be happy and satisfied and so we gave it the nickname of "heaven". The first time we went to "heaven" was in the middle of the summer before third grade, an early thursday morning I was out my door by seven thirty with a red wagon with my favorite toys,and a couple of snacks; I started walking down the street, until the trees at the end of the street. Went through the small forest, and then turn right after the bushes with pink flowers. He was waiting for me,as always. We were anxious, our mouth didn't pronounce any words because our eyes were too eager to see for the first time the finished house on the tallest tree, the one we had worked very hard in last couple of weeks. When we got there, we were amazed. Totally open-mouthed, and no expression. We took our wagons up the 17 steps up and arrange what we had brought. It felt the top of the world, an unreachable point, were nothing could scare you because nothing would reach. If you looked out you could see the clear azure of the sky,the whole forest beneath, and the street far away enough. All of our fears were far beneath us, here we were free. As we started to the outsides, he suddenly came up with the name. And since then everything we referred to it we referred to this house as heaven, because it actually made sense; it made us feel high above, as if we were in heaven. And so it became a habit for us to go there, play, and forget about our third grade problems.
What I admired the most about Simon, was that since I met him, he was very attached to his value of religion. He was always sure of what he believed in, and he never doubt any of this. That made me look up more for him, I wanted to follow his steps… So in fourth grade we joined the choir.
We stayed after school to practice everyday, believe it or not it was really extrict. Joining this, took a lot of time off from the noon time where we used to go to heaven, but once we were in this choir we couldn't get out. And so we learn and rehearsed over and over again our songs and our choreographies. When we were released we got home about six at noon, tired and sleepy we only had time to eat, look through homework, and go to bed. Simon and I tried our best to visit heaven Saturdays if we had the opportunity, but that was rarely the case…. Everyday the street got less safer, because war started to get close. So it was better not to go out. To tell you the truth we were worried, we might have heard about war in the news and read about it in class, but it had never been that close. Simon highly disliked it, when ever we heard the terrible news that were used to go around he said that everything was going to be okay, but I knew that he was as scared as I was, but I couldn't do anything.
The day I felt a hole in my heart was when I came back from choir practice. I entered my house all I could see were boxes and boxes. I knew what that meant; we were moving. I spotted my parents and Simon sitting on the last couch. They started with a speech saying that we weren't safe here anymore, and that it was better for us to move. But nothing made sense, the only thing that hovered in my mind was that I was going to separate from from Simon, and not being able to go to heaven anymore. But when things couldn't get worse, Simon told me that he had just been informed that he was leaving to some kind of special camp on an island across de continent, and that he was leaving tomorrow… I couldn't believe it, I couldn't see my life without Simon. He had became such a big part of my life; that if I left I was leaving half of my life with him. So what we decided was to go to heaven for the last time. And we did, we walked down the street, until the trees at the end of the street. Went through the small forest, and then turn right after the bushes with pink flowers, and climb 17 steps on the tallest trees. We played with our favorite toys, and ate of our left over snacks one last time…. And he gave me his Cross that he always carried in his pocket, so that I would not be alone when we both left.
The next day went through pretty fast, Simon and I had a quick goodbye but I felt satisfied. For all I had been through with him, and for all I had learned from him. I knew that I was going to miss him, but that I would never feel alone. I promise myself to never loose the Cross, and take it everywhere with me. And so each one of us took our different paths…
The day of the news, was one of my hardest days… My mom went pick me up early in my school in Spain, and he told me the horrible news…. I was in shock, I couldn't believe it, my world turned upside down… I know that everyone's did. But we couldn't do anything, and we shouldn't be worried because i know it's sure that he is in the real heaven by now.