Description:
When I was Puerto Rican by Esmeralda Santiago
Publisher: Vintage
Genre: Memoir
Where I got it: It was a recommendation from Mrs. Meadows --my english teacher.
One sentence summary: Coming of age story going through Negi's (Esmeralda's) life that started in the rural parts of Macun, Puerto Rico, and as she grows up progressing to a graduation in New York City Highschool of Performing Arts, with a lot of lesson learned in the progress and a whole life in front of her.
First sentence: We came to Macun when I was four, to a rectangle of rippled metal sheets on stilts hovering in the middle of a circle of red dirt.
First chapter review: This first chapter basically gives a background of how her life is, this takes place in a rural side. We see that is evident that she is a little kid because of the way she has innocent views toward the world. We are introduced to her family members, and with their interaction we can conclude that they are not the kind of family with a lot of money, but the find the way through struggles sticking always with their traditional ways that go with their culture, and that definitely is a big part of them because it defines who they truly are, always portraying all of this to the kids.
Verdict: I definitely liked this book, I felt that it was truthful and descriptive enough to love it. Esmeralda Santiago portrayed and explained this memoir so delicately and efficiently that every reader, as different as they could be, would understand perfectly how her culture, her relationship, and surroundings had the power to affect her and change her in all the different ways.
Cover comments: There is a face of a teenage girl that is obviously latin because of her traits of dark hair and thick eye brows, and if you look at the details behind you can see the hay roof of a small rural house. I think that is really significative of the novel because I think that the background represents her roots, or where she started, and the picture of this girl represents her coming of age.
Quiet whistles
from the balmy breeze
coming up-hill,
passed through the windows.
brought the aroma
of the dancing mango leaves
and summer-grown lemon rines,
just like fresh-cut grass:
delicate
delightful
deserving
for a summer evening.
The silver sun streaks
covered your body,
Feeling the affection from
the warmth
of the air
blow by blow...
A signal that the
gray
grouchy
ghastly city
was far,
and here we had this
green
gentle
glimmering escape.
Bright-green,
green-yellowish,
orangish-red,
glowing mangos hang
from the
copious branches
embellished with leaves,
waiting for the time
for them to fall,
and land beside the lime bush
to have somewhere to lay,
and be tumbled by the tropical breeze,
and then picked up.
The kind of breezes,
the kind of mangos,
the kind of bushes,
that make you truly
sense
smell
and savor
summer lime.
I am from weekend's homemade pancakes,
dripping with butter and maple syrup.
I am from downstairs parks of tall buildings,
capacious, mysterious, and secret.
I'm from the silent whistle of the wind.
I'm from fresh orchids, the cape gooseberry.
From the sunday breakfasts, and evening movies.
I am from the never let you down, and I'm here for you.
From Daddy's support, to Mommy's comfort.
From don't play with fire or you'll get burned,
to it's friday let's get out of the city.
I'm from catholic views, but atheist habits.
I am from Colombia, BB-Q meat, and homemade rice.
From the days we started our new life,
on another page
I'm from the biggest step taken.
From the fading encrypted memories in the albums,
casually remembered, yet never forgotten.
I am from those moments,
a permanent path that is carved to the core,
reaching the roots
of where I am from.

Go ask Alice written by an anonymous author, is a memoir that takes us in a journey of Alice's calamitous world of drugs, the consequences, and her struggles to get out of it. Even if the first purpose of the entries weren't for a book, it gives vivid descriptions of experiences and thoughts. It's a novel in which it makes the reader understand the depth of the situation and connect with the character. The title drags you in because it is basically telling to go to Alice, after all that she's been through, and it's interesting because in the whole novel her name is not mentioned but you know her name for the title.
This epistolary memoir, dived into two diaries -- one was for her old life, and the second was for her renewed self-- shows the life of fifteen year old Alice.
She comes to realize after her awful experiences that drugs don't bring anything good with them, but she might have realized that in a point that there wasn't any option to go back, or even cover her past. She grew up in a loving family, but always had a non satisfying hole with her. She never had some one to be sure to rely on, and that made her emotionally weak trying to take an opportunity that passed her by. Because of this she trusted the wrong people, and got to the wrong places. Alice went through a lot in a period of one year, and went into the darkest places, came into the light, yet she came back there.
This roller coaster ride of the horrors of addiction, takes you in the ride to know the memoirist and emotionally attach to to her. It's a book in which you would want to never stop. You read her diary, enter her world, and never forget her.
Lines I loved:
"All the dumb, idiot kids who think they are only chipping are in reality just existing from one experience to the other. After you've had it, there isn't even life without drugs. It's a plodding, colorless, dissonant bare existence. it stinks. And I'm glad I'm back. Glad! Glad! Glad! I've never had it better that I had it last night." p. 97